October 23, 2010
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O.M.G
Ultimate embarrassment.
So um, because I didn’t check myself better in the mirror, I didn’t see a friggin’
HICKEYunder my ear. Guess what? MY MIL SAW IT BEFORE I DID, AND MADE A HALLOWEEN JOKE ABOUT IT. HA. HAHA. *dies*Her: We have vampires and it’s not even Halloween yet…! :)
Me: …? Uh, okay? :) *didn’t understand*
Then it hit me. AHHHHHHH.
October 13, 2010
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Blah.
Monthly doc appointment today. I just can’t wait to go! ./sarcasm She’s going to ask me why I canceled my colonoscopy, and then ask WHYYY I’m still not on my parents’ insurance. Fun stuff. I just hope she see’s that I am keeping my appointments and blood tests every month. Only so much I can do right now.
I need a car. so. badly. The older Madison gets, just month by month, I realize that. I can’t rely on the hubby ALL the time. He’s trying to finish up his classes. Without that, we have nothing. I can’t do anything untill my health is at least 90% under control. I just need a veeeeehicle… soon. I just don’t have any money, so I’m sure that will work out just great. :/
Happier note: I’ve been watching the rescue of the Chilean miners since last night. The first rescue was SO amazing. I started crying. Less than half of the miners left underground!
- [Flash 10 is required to watch video]
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Slap Dancing at Fangtasia.
LMFAO. Why is Eric always like 3 moves behind the rest of them?
LOLLLL.
October 11, 2010
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“If I meet the true death without having at least kissed you, Sookie Stackhouse, that would be my biggest regret.”
I love how his kiss is hungry and passionate. I love how he is intoxicatingly forceful yet tender at the same time.
*le sigh*
FINALLY.
October 8, 2010
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This year, the Disney princesses decided to dress as their favorite pop divas.
- Ariel-Christina Aguilera
- Jasmine-Rihanna
- Snow White-Katy Perry
- Cinderella-Lady Gaga
- Belle-Britney Spears
- Tiana-Beyonce
- Aurora-Madonna
October 7, 2010
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This is a red robe appreciation blog.
If Eric were to cheat on the Blue Sweater for any reason
it should be with the red robe.
Yes, please.
(Source: fountain-head, via askarsswedishmeatballs)
October 4, 2010
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Sad.
Today Madison came to me, telling me she wanted to play with her cousin, Hernan. It broke my heart because I can tell she’s at that age, almost 3, where she NEEDS a playmate. And I can’t give her the sister or brother she deserves right now. Bringing a new baby in this crowded house… I don’t want to think about it. There’s no room. There’s no money. Sigh.
I’m always amazed, though, when I see big family’s make it through tough times. They get by on almost nothing, day by day. Personally I just can’t do that. It’s hard as it is right now. Madison doesn’t even have her own room. Where the HELL would we put another baby? It always bothers me when my MIL asks when we’ll be having another one. It makes me so angry, I want to cry at the same time.
Because really, I do want another baby. So bad.
I want the every-two-hour feedings. The crying. The newborn onesies. The ‘new baby’ smell. I want to go the park with one baby in the stroller, and the other one holding my hand while we walk.
I can dream.
